For the past few months I’ve been uninspired. Dealing with my illnesses has taken over my life and it has felt like I’m merely existing day to day instead of really living. You know that feeling of facing the same, day in and day out. For some people it’s the job they face daily only to be too exhausted to doing anything productive at night. For me it’s pain and appointments, pain and appointments.
A month or so ago, I decided that things just had to change. I wanted to learn something new. I needed a distraction, something to keep my mind busy. My aunt had taught herself to crochet just before Christmas so I enlisted her help to learn how. And I haven’t stopped since. It has become my new distraction, but not only that, it’s a true exercise in mindfulness. I get lost in the stitches, the repetition, and definitely the concentration that’s needed. I can’t think of anything else while stitching, as any project I’m working on takes my full attention, and there has been such freedom in that. For a little while I’m not thinking about how much pain I’m in, or how much more might be on the way. I feel like I have some control over my own life experience even if it’s short lived. (my new change purse is below)
Have you learned anything new lately? What have you always wanted to try?
Here’s the pattern for the change purse: http://www.oneartsymama.com/2014/12/simple-crochet-pouch.html